How can I be so cruel to my self … I forget my self . I punished my self and I didnt forgive my self … I have a very good life that I’m realy thankful to god and I am gonna enjoy it and best use it from now on … Life watch me how strong I am …

last chance is what you forget

when it came the time of your regret

last chance is always you love to do

but it never came to you

last chance is what was in the past

but you didnt believe it was the last

it was the last but in your dream

last chance is what you always scream

poem by My self … !

From 1981 it was the first cold weather in UK  and my travel to London canceled as a result of huge snow.

I love snow and when I was a little girl I always pray to god to make weather snowy but now a days I miss what I had in my mind when I was a child . I realy miss what I thought when I was child . I made a beautiful snowman for my childhood memories and I enjoyed snow and I remember this :

When you grew up just remember when you were child every thing was possible as you thought and you took every thing easy so you dare to do what ever you want so . . . what you need is that be strong as you were child .

So this snow realy made me strong  . . . what I realy need these days .

Happy New Year

to all the people around the world specially in UK  and more specially Manchester

Christmas holiday were great but when it ends missing rest times is what I always have .  My new year is starting  with one trip to London . All the times that I go to London I love to spend more times there but … no time  !  I realy decide to enjoy my travel .   These days in my world every thing is higly pigly as a result of my mind but my travel will help me to arrange and regularize my world. Enjoy these new year poems :

New Years are a Chance for a Beginning
New years are a chance for a beginning
Even when there hasn’t been an end.
Wheels turn in an interminable bend,
Yet, marked in one spot, seem to wobble spinning.
Each year we hope to do a little better
Although we know that really nothing’s changed.
Reason thinks that everything’s arranged,
So we must dream if we would fate unfetter.

Happy New Year
Happy New Year

If it didn’t bring you joy
just leave it behind
Let’s ring in the new year
with good things in mind

Let every bad memory
that brought heartache and pain
And let’s turn a new leaf
with the smell of new rain

Let’s forget past mistakes
making amends for this year
Sending you these greetings
to bring you hope and cheer
Happy New Year!

My New Year’s Resolutions
I will not throw the cat out the window
Or put a frog in my sister’s bed
I will not tie my brother’s shoelaces together
Nor jump from the roof of Dad’s shed
I shall remember my aunt’s next birthday
And tidy my room once a week
I’ll not moan at Mum’s cooking (Ugh! fish fingers again!)
Nor give her any more of my cheek.
I will not pick my nose if I can help it
I shall fold up my clothes, comb my hair,
I will say please and thank you (even when I don’t mean it)
And never spit or shout or even swear.
I shall write each day in my diary
Try my hardest to be helpful at school
I shall help old ladies cross roads (even if they don’t want to)
And when others are rude I’ll stay cool.
I’ll go to bed with the owls and be up with the larks
And close every door behind me
I shall squeeze from the bottom of every toothpaste tube
And stay where trouble can’t find me.
I shall start again, turn over a new leaf,
leave my bad old ways forever
shall I start them this year, or next year
shall I sometime, or …..?
Robert Fisher

This is Mahboobeh Rajabi from Manchester .

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